ma...I'm remembering and trying to remember your smile and laughter...
before the clouds came and blocked our view of each other...
ma... I'm remembering I'm trying to remember... your moments of strength and lucid ...
before desperate disorientation overwhelmed you... I remember and I'm trying to remember...
short sound words of wisdom..
before mental illness came to deafen your thoughts...
your jokes deep simple and hilarious...
mental illness how could you?... take her way before golden years came?...
I will strive to live out what she wanted...
a loving, happy and forgiving home.
